"A little too tough"

I lay down on my bed with thoughts in my head ,

thoughts that keep bothering me everyday.

I try to find a way out of this maze,

but im stranded here and cant step ahead.

A tear rolls out of my eye as i ask , why is life so hard with me ?

Wish i could just put an end to it.

But cant hurt the people close to me.

Days go by and nights roll by,

I still question my life, the world and my lord.

And then the answer comes to me through a companion, so friendly.

And the answer my friend is this.

That life is short , yet it is hard , yet it it is tough,

All i got to do is smile.

Smile with a broken heart,

And even still , Smile makes me feel alright.

"Far Away"

I know it sounds silly when i tell you that i miss you ,

Even after i've just spent the past few hours with you.

Its only for a few days that you are gone ,

Your voice over the phone is the only thing that keeps me going on .

My days are lonely without you by my side ,

I lay down waiting for you to call me with my cell phone rite beside .

Im feeling the loneliness , the loneliness in me ,

Im waiting for you to return and i could just be with thee .

So close to each other yet so far away ,

I know your gonna return soon and im waiting for that day.

It gets harder to live without you by my side each day ,

just cant stop thinking about you while you are far away.......

"First Crush"

As years pass by each one of us grow old,

All of us have a little story untold.

We set out for a walk down the memory lane ,

theres always a name that we cherish till the end.

May be as a kid or as we grow,

everyone has a crush on someone atleast one for sure.

even as many years pass away ,

thers always that one name that never fades away.

I remember my first crush when i was just 10 ,

remember all the silly things i had done back then .

Couldnt stop blushing on just hearing that name ,

hav butterflies in my stomach if she was right there.

got used 2 people fooling about and linking us both up,

I still keep thinking how the hell did they figure it out ?

Well thats about me and all that i know ,

remember every thing as it happen just a day ago.

Not always do you end up with your first crush in life,

but who really cares , the feeling that you had as a kid you will never forget.

Every one has a first crush its a fact and dont you deny ,

every one has a first crush we know that and you cant lie.....

:P